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3/19/05 12:44 am

so im in rhode island with megan and we just got back from seeing a movie at the mall, yes theres a theater in the mall. we saw the jacket and it was pretty good but really confusing and yeah. it was still good. while shopping i bought a pair of stewie boxers cause they were really sexxxy and i also got a pin and a cd. im in such a confused state right now and im trying not to get it all out to people cause not everyone needs to know my shit.

haha i made ari give me a kiss good bye on the bus today. that kid rocks my sockies off yo.

aron is the shit. i bit him. hes still really cool, plus he knows some of my newton friends which is really chill.

what would you do if i did you know what????




<3 much love yo.

3/1/05 05:43 pm

i think that i dont know...

<3

1/24/05 11:59 am

so im still at my aunts house and what not and theres no school causeof the fucking snow. ew... im not going tommorrow either cause i still have to do all of my homework inculding my science project, all of it. thats gonna be fun shit right there. along with doing all of my homework i plan on sitting around the house getting fat cause i think that in doing that ill get really sexy, not really. i dont know what im talking about.

im getting a new piercing this week which should be fucking amazing. im gonna have kerry do it, yay! and then danny might come to hold my hand cause this one will hurt like a mother fucker. oh well... its a secret what im piercing too, even though ive already told a whole bunch of people, thats alright. for all of those who do know...dont tell anyone or ill fuck you up bitch.

i think that i already said this but i learned how to knit this weekend and im working on this scarf with this really cool yarn which is all furry and stuff and then its like this pastel-rainbow in color and im almost done. i feel so pround of me! :p knitting rocks socks off.

i dont know what to do with myself really(now were going serious) everything is just a pain in the ass. and i dont know bout them old habbits. grrrrrrrrrrr not so sexxxy right now. ew ew ew. blah.

my poor auntie julie has the flu and feels like shit. :(

hehe theres a yellow penis shaped icicle out side, i laugh when i look at it. and it really does look like a fucking penis. its round and has a head.

im fucking sick.














********************************<3 youre so fucking amazing and i love you so fucking much.

*****************************<3 i love you too cause youre so cool and even though were really not talking right now and i dont even know what the fuck is wrong i love you

**********************<3and even though you and me will never be as close again. i love you too.

1/23/05 11:30 am

ew theres too much snow.

snow=bad=cold,wet, and goes in places it doesnt need to go.


ive been doing a lot of thinking cause i just was and shit like that.

its back.

1/22/05 12:07 pm

alright, i dont really know what to think anymore, and i probably could have just said this earlyer, but whatever...

god this fucking sucks and i dont know what to do, i just wish that people could be happy and not do bad things that can harm them. and i know im sounding hypocritical there but you know what, i love all of my friends and i dont want to see them upset or hurting themselves. no matter how much they dont talk to me and tell me stuff, and no matter if they dont really consider me a close friend, i still love them.

guys i love you so much and i dont want anything to happen to you. no matter what. dont make me do it more then i already have.





this is how its gonna end.

1/22/05 09:52 am

well im at my aunts house in the bekshires and whatnot and later were going hiking...yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

so yeah guys whats new?

school is really bad only not really, just the stuff thats like going on is bad, not school itself...blah. me no like.

hmmm...well shawn came over after the camp reunion and that was really fun...you all know what i mean by that too.

:)


i love you all...<3

1/13/05 06:09 pm

yeah i dont really up date in this thing a lot, stupid internet troubles...

so im at my neighbors with erin and pat, i dunno...

to much has happend that im just gonna be me. thats kinda dangerous but thats alright.

coke is good.

11/28/04 03:59 pm

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Yeah there will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on till tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
A there will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
A there will be an answer, let it be.

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be,
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

i found myself listining to the beatles earlyer and after listining this song over and over agian, im starting to understand.

we should just let it be.

love still hurts me so much, but its starting to not hurt as much. and i sort of feel good now, not happy, just good. i havent felt this close to happyness in a while

11/28/04 12:33 pm

its sunday and tommorrow i guess that i have to go back to school which sucks ass cause i hate school with this dreded morbid passion. i dont really think that works out alright but thats ok. its gonna be really weird too, like i know its been a few days since the suicides, but still. not seeing young around its gonna be really akward. also we might be finding out exactly what happend to him, im not gonna be able to handle it. and i still cant cope with good people dying young. no no no.
i was suppose to chill with melissa today, but then it started to rain and her mom wanted her to stay home and help out, and my mom is just like whatever. so now i get to stay home all day in my room, listining to music and doing nothing. plus my moms gonna be going to work later, leaving me with very few options if i want to do something.

i had no homework this weekend, so thats not even an option at this point. plus i left all of my stuff in my locker cause i didnt need any of it. i guess that i could read some more in 'interveiw with the vampire', but i dont really like reading when all the people in my house are awake. its way too hard to concintrate. i could sleep, but its a little noisey for that. i guess if i was tired enough it could happen. and it most likly will.

this weekend SUCKED. thats all i have to say about that. thats all there is to say about that.

how is the ultimite question. forget who, what, when, where, and why.

does anyone get it? probably not, considering i dont really write all the stuff that i write in my communities here. i prbably should, but i dont. people that dont even know me, know more about me then some of my friends that read my personal journal. basic summery of what i write in my communities. fuck everything, everything sucks, i have fucking problems, i love _________, i wanna fucking die.











get it now?

11/27/04 06:50 pm

i dunno. i feel like i share way more information in the communties that im in, then i do in here. i dont really have a reason why, but i guess its just that people who are closer to me read this, and its more likly that what i write will have an impact on them, and the people in the communities, i dont know them, so its really hard to have an impact on a person that you dont know, and its a lot easier to talk to them too. its just when you dont really know, they cant really make a firm judgement. whatever i dont make a lot of sense, nothing makes sense anymore, probably never did and will either. put it this way, im sorry guys, i really truly love you, but theres just certain things that i just cant always tell you. no matter how much i love you.
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